The Power of Creation

Book: Lucy Pendragon - The Awakening  •  Chapter 20


Chapter 20 - The Power of Creation

Morning in Rowanmere broke with a quiet warmth that felt almost shy, as if the house itself wanted to wake Lucy gently. Cool air drifted through her cracked window. Soft gold light slipped across the floorboards in narrow strips. Sam stretched beside her, then hopped down with the dignity of a creature who believed breakfast should have arrived long before she woke.

Lucy dressed slowly, still carrying the strange clarity that had settled over her in the night. Not tired, only changed. Something inside her felt steadier, as if her heartbeat and the earth had finally agreed on a rhythm. Sam trotted down the hall ahead of her, tail high, confident in his ownership of every corridor.

The kitchen was already alive with small sounds. Mrs. Hughes stood at the counter slicing warm bread, her sleeves pushed up, her movements brisk and sure. The kettle hissed softly on the stove. The scent of honey and oats eased through the warm air.

“Oh, Miss Lucy,” Mrs. Hughes said, brightening. “Thought you might sleep in after... well, after such a day.”

Lucy stepped inside and managed a small smile. “I am alright. Just hungry.”

“Good. Eat first. Save the weight of the world for after breakfast.”

Sam wound himself around Lucy’s ankles, firmly agreeing that the world could wait while his dish could not. Mrs. Hughes scooped food into his bowl and gave him a knowing look.

At the far end of the table, Evan sat with a mug of coffee cupped in both hands. His posture held a faint stiffness, but the color had returned to his cheeks.

“Morning, Lucy,” he said.

“Morning. How is the shoulder?”

He rotated it slowly and winced only a little. “Better than it should be. Do not tell Timothy. He will have me filling in divots in the lawn for overexerting myself.”

Evan rotated his shoulder once more, slower this time, then lowered his mug and stared into the steam as if searching for something he had misplaced.

“Lucy,” he said quietly, “can I ask you something?”

She sat beside him. “Of course.”

He hesitated, fingers tightening on the warm ceramic. “Did it scare you? Yesterday, I mean. When that thing came out of the trees.”

Lucy did not answer immediately. She let him find his own words.

Evan breathed out, the sound thin. “I cannot stop seeing it. The way it moved. The way it looked at you. I wanted to help but my legs just... did not listen.” He shook his head with a bitter laugh. “Some brave groundskeeper, right?”

Lucy touched his arm lightly. “Being afraid does not make you weak.”

“It felt like it,” he whispered. “Jason was thrown across the lawn. Timothy could barely stand. And you... you stepped forward while I could not take a single step toward you.”

She held his gaze. “Evan, what you did was stay. You did not run. You did not turn away. That matters more than you think.”

He swallowed hard. “I keep thinking about what would have happened if you were not there.”

Lucy’s voice softened. “Then do me a kindness and think instead of what did happen. We are here. All of us. Because none of us faced it alone.”

Evan nodded slowly, the tension easing from his shoulders. “Alright,” he murmured. “Alright. I will try.”

Lucy smiled. “That is enough.”

Mrs. Hughes pushed a bowl of oats toward her. “Jason is out back,” she said. “Started before dawn. Stubborn as the rest of you.”

Lucy carried her mug to the glass door overlooking the courtyard. Outside, Jason moved through the yard with careful precision, a wooden practice blade in his hand. His steps were measured. He favored his side in small, telling ways.

Someone like Timothy would notice.

And Timothy was already watching. He stood beneath the old yew tree with his hands folded behind his back, silent and steady. He did not correct or call out. His presence alone seemed to guide Jason’s movements. Jason felt it, too. Lucy could see it in the subtle adjustments of his stance, the tighter focus in his eyes.

Her chest tightened. Her guardian guiding her guardian to be.

Guide him, she thought, though she did not know if it was hope or prayer.

As though hearing the thought, Timothy lifted his eyes. For a heartbeat his expression softened with something between pride and sorrow. He crossed the courtyard with soft steps she had come to recognize.

“Good morning, Miss Lucy,” he said.

“Morning.” She glanced toward Jason. “He is pushing himself.”

“Aye,” Timothy said quietly. “He feels the weight of yesterday. And the weight of what may yet come.”

He looked west, toward the distant rise of forest beyond the grounds. A thoughtful stillness settled over him, older than the house, older than anything she could name.

“If you are willing,” he said at last, “there is a place I must show you today.”

Lucy felt the pull before he finished speaking, gentle and certain in her chest. “Yes,” she said quietly. “I am willing.”

A faint breath of relief crossed Timothy’s face.

“Then we will leave soon,” he said. “After you have eaten.”

“Miss Lucy,” Mrs. Hughes called from the kitchen, “do not go wandering off on an empty stomach.”

Lucy laughed and returned to the table. She ate slowly at first, then with true hunger as her body reminded her of yesterday’s toll. Evan told a story about Mrs. Hughes chasing him from the pantry when he tried to steal biscuits, and Mrs. Hughes muttered about grown men with hollow legs.

Still, Lucy’s thoughts drifted back to the courtyard. To Jason’s steady movements. To Timothy’s watchful silence. To the quiet sense that something about today mattered in a way she could not yet name.

Within the hour she stepped outside again. The air was cool and bright. The courtyard stones glistened with lingering dew. Jason lowered his practice blade when he saw her and managed a tired grin.

“Be careful out there,” he said.

Jason rested the practice blade against his leg and scrubbed a hand through his hair, avoiding her eyes for a moment.

“Lucy,” he said softly, “I know I said I am fine. But I should tell you the truth.”

She waited.

“I am still shaken.” The admission came out rough, as if pulled through gravel. “I have been in fights before, you know that. I have been outmatched plenty of times. But yesterday...” He looked toward the field where the Hollowborn had stood, an empty space holding too much memory. “I hit it with everything I had. It did not matter.”

Lucy stepped closer. “Jason...”

He shook his head once, firm but not unkind. “I thought I was going to lose you. When it went for you, my whole body moved before my mind did. And then I hit the ground so hard I could not breathe.” His jaw tightened. “I felt useless. Like I failed the one thing that mattered.”

“You did not fail,” she said gently.

His eyes lifted to hers, tired and searching. “Then why does it feel like I did?”

“Because you care,” Lucy said. “Because you tried to carry all of it alone. But you do not have to. I do not expect you to be perfect. I only expect you to stand with me. And you did.”

Jason looked at her for a long moment, something in him easing, not healed but steadied.

“Alright,” he said quietly. “I can stand with you.”

Lucy smiled. “Good. That is all I need.”

Jason managed a breath that was almost a laugh. “Then go on,” he said. “Before I start looking like I need another lecture.”

She turned toward Timothy, but not before touching Jason’s arm in quiet reassurance. His posture straightened, the way a person does when the weight on their shoulders finally lightens a little.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

She nodded.


They walked together toward the western edge of the grounds. Behind them, the courtyard faded. Before them, the fields stretched wide and waiting. The last stones of the garden wall fell away. The line of ancient trees stood ahead like quiet sentinels.

The grove waited.

They walked through dew-bright fields behind Rowanmere Hall, past stones that marked old boundaries and oaks that had watched Pendragons rise and fade by the centuries. The deeper they went, the softer the world became. Sunlight thinned. Air took on a warm, honeyed stillness. Even birdsong quieted, as if the living things of the wood had recognized her.

After a long and gentle stretch of silence, Timothy stopped. He lifted a hand, not to command, but to honor.

Before them lay a grove encircled by silver-barked birches, their roots braided across the earth like a cradle. Light filtered through in narrow beams, stirring motes of gold. The ground glowed faintly beneath the shifting leaves.

Lucy stepped forward and felt it at once: a quiet pulse, deep and steady.

“This is...” The whisper came unbidden. Anything louder would have felt like stepping on a prayer.

Timothy nodded. “The place where Aelara was conceived. Where two lines became one.”

Lucy pressed a hand to her chest, steadying her breath. “This is the beginning of my magic.”

“Aye,” Timothy said. “The land remembers creation. And it remembers the moment balance first took root in your line.”

Lucy stepped deeper into the grove, drawn as though a gentle hand guided her forward. The air thickened, carrying the quiet weight of a sanctuary. Each breath tasted like old rain and new dawn.

At the center, her knees softened in a slow, reverent surrender. She sank to the earth and pressed both palms to the living green. The ground was warm, not with sunlight, but with something older. A steady warmth.

A pulse rose to meet her hands, steady as a greeting.

Lucy inhaled. It was not magic striking her. Not power overwhelming her. It was welcome.

The soil held memories she could not see yet felt against her skin: Aelara’s first breath, Elowen’s tears, Uther’s gentler days, quiet guardianship across a thousand years. The sensation met her with a clarity that steadied her heart.

Belonging.

“The heir to the love that began here,” she whispered, tears warming her face.

The grove did not speak, yet something in the stillness around her offered recognition. She bowed her head, her hands sinking deeper into the moss, the pulse matching her own until her breath found its rhythm.

When she rose at last, she lifted her face to the narrow shafts of light above. Gratitude trembled through her.

“Thank you,” she whispered. “Thank you for remembering her. Thank you for remembering me.”

She turned back before leaving the grove, as though something waited for her to speak. Not a prayer. Something truer.

Lucy placed a hand over her heart. “I am here. I am listening. I carry the love that was born in this place, and I will not let it end with me. Where I walk, compassion will walk beside me. Where the world is wounded, I will try to mend it. Where darkness grows, I will not answer with more darkness. I carry earth and fire, but I choose to be a healer.”

A soft breeze stirred the birches, brushing her hair. The light shifted, warm and steady, as if accepting her vow.

Behind her, Timothy went still. He had listened without moving, yet something within him opened at her words. His breath caught. A small, fragile sound escaped him.

Lucy turned in surprise. Timothy stood at the grove’s edge, his shoulders trembling. One hand rose to his face as a single tear slipped down his cheek. Not the tear of a weary man. A tear shaped by memory, devotion, and a love carried across centuries.

“Timothy?” she whispered.

He shook his head once, as if words would fail him. When he spoke, his voice held a depth she had never heard from him.

“Elowen would have cherished you. Every part of you. She hoped her line would one day speak as you just did.”

Another tear fell.

“I have watched over many,” he said softly. “Children, mothers, sons, wanderers, all worthy. But you...” He drew a long, reverent breath. “You speak with compassion that does not waver. You are the truth she believed the world could still hold.”

Her throat tightened. Lucy stepped toward him.

Timothy lowered his head, emotion shaking through him. “I have loved this line,” he said. “Not from oath. Not from magic. Because I could not do otherwise. Love grows where compassion dwells, and your family has carried compassion through a thousand years of shadows.”

He lifted his gaze, ancient and unwavering. “And you, Miss Lucy... you are the brightest of them.”

Lucy reached for his hand, not as heir to guardian, but as one soul to another. Timothy let her hold it. That alone felt like a blessing.

For the first time, she saw him not only as protector, but as someone who loved this lineage with his entire being.

This was family.


They walked back toward Rowanmere in quiet unity. The path felt shorter now, as if the land trusted her to remember the way. When the house came into view, steady against the sky, Lucy felt both grounded and exposed, as though the walls saw her more clearly than before.

Inside, the day moved gently around her. Mrs. Hughes insisted on tea and something warm. Jason had retreated to rest. Evan disappeared to check on the stables. Timothy excused himself with a small nod, the lines around his eyes deeper.

Lucy climbed the stairs with Sam padding behind her. In her room, the stillness settled around her like a shawl.

Her journal sat on the desk by the window.

She opened it. The last entry waited.

Last night, I saw Elowen. I heard truth I did not want, and truth I needed. Healing has a cost. Guardianship has a cost. Love has a cost. And none of them are reasons to turn away.

Her throat tightened.

She turned to a blank page.

For a moment, the emptiness felt daunting. How could she put any of this into words? How did someone summarize a world that had shifted beneath their feet?

She uncapped her pen.

Rowanmere Hall, she wrote. Day... I have already lost track of how many.

A breath. Then more words.

Today I walked into the place where my bloodline began.

The rest came easier. She wrote about the grove, the birches, the warm moss beneath her palms. She wrote about the pulse she had felt, steady and ancient. She wrote about memories she had sensed in the earth, each one a thread woven into the line that led to her.

She wrote about Elowen. About love that had created Aelara. About the binding that had slept inside her for years without her knowing.

It is real, she wrote. All of it. The Chronicle. The visions. The land. The magic. It is real. I am not imagining it. I am not broken. The earth knew me.

Her hand trembled. She stopped, breathing until the tremor eased.

She wrote about Timothy then. About his tear in the grove. About his love for her family. About the centuries of quiet protection he had given.

Timothy has watched over all of us, she wrote. He has walked through history so that I could stand in a grove and say I choose to heal. He is tired, and he is fading, and I do not know how to bear the thought of letting him go. But Elowen said I must. He is not meant to stand forever. No one is.

Ink dried beside that line.

Fear rose quietly. Fear of failing. Fear of misusing her power. Fear of freezing when the Circle came again. Fear of not being enough.

She rested her forehead on her hand.

Sam hopped onto the desk, stepping over the journal with the confident disregard of a creature uninterested in ancient burdens. He settled between her and the window.

“You are very unhelpful,” she murmured.

He purred and nudged her wrist.

Lucy smiled.

She picked up the pen again.

I am afraid, she wrote. But I also know this. I do not want power for its own sake. I do not want a crown or a legend. I want people to be safe. I want the land to breathe again. I want children to grow without nightmares someone else chose for them. If this is what creation magic is meant for, then I can live with that. I can be that.

She read the page. It did not make the future less uncertain. It did not erase the Circle or Timothy’s fading strength. But it placed something solid before her, a truth she could stand on.

She added one more line.

I will not be what Uther became. I will be what Elowen hoped for.

Afternoon light shifted as clouds moved above. The house creaked softly. Somewhere below, Mrs. Hughes called out, and Jason answered.

Lucy closed the journal. She placed her hand on the cover and breathed out slowly.

“I am ready,” she whispered. “Or at least, I am willing.”

Sam chirped and curled up, tail wrapped neatly around his paws.

Lucy looked toward the distant line of trees, where the grove waited unseen but no longer unknown. She felt the Hall, the earth, and her inheritance settle together inside her.

Creation lived in her blood. Compassion lived in her choices. And that, she understood now, was the greatest power she would ever hold.